Saturday, May 4, 2013

so, wow....

Wow.  It's been a busy week.

So, I got the new doc appointment pushed earlier to last Thursday on May 2nd.  I wanted to get in before my period in the hopes that she'd be willing to start this cycle.  Well, she was on board!  She's willing to start as soon as I get my period!  So, great news!  I spend the next few days getting all the paperwork together and all the records from my old doc.  I also saw some brown spotting and starting having cramps.  I've been down this road before and I started to get suspicious.

Sure enough the HPT was a faint positive.  Sigh.  I don't know if I should be sad, excited, angry, frustrated, terrified, all of the above?  It was a late BFP (12 dpo) and we all know that's a bad sign.  So, I took a FRER this morning at 13 dpo and it was fairly dark, so that gives me some (false?) hope.

I called up the old doc and set up a beta blood test for Monday.  I don't want to tell the new doc in case this is going to be a quick chemical.  If it is, I'll just flow right into the IVF.  I'm afraid if she knows, it'll completely delay the IVF.

So, we'll see what the blood test says Monday and I imagine they'll want to do a second test on Wednesday.  I think then we'll have a good idea on how this (my seventh pregnancy!) is going to play out.

So....  wow....

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